This, I think, would be the best way to condition myself for the upcoming busy hours: to WRITE.
Fear had been a cliché in my life. It used to be an inseparable part of me. I don’t think I would be “me” without it.
Halaaaa is the linguistic expression and declaration of my fears. “Halaaa bukas na pasahan niyan wala pa akong nagagawa.” “Halaaa pano yun ang hirap?”,“Halaaaa di ko mahanap yung report ko.” Halaaaaaaaaa.
Since I was born again, the Lord had his various ways of dealing with my fears. And every day I will have my own way of being fearful again.
As I count it, I’m a nine-year old Christian (since I personally accepted Christ when I was 10 years old) but it didn’t mean that through these years my fears have completely vanished.
But today I realized how we’ll really experience times of being fed up and dissatisfied with our unending routines.
I was too tired to live in fear of the tasks I have not yet started. I was fed up with worries’ seemingly perfect attendance in the room of my heart.
This day, through a situation in the life of Hezekiah, I was inspired to strive for fear and worries to be non-existent in my life (or this specific day to be exact).
“There will be peace and security in my days.” Isaiah 39:8
King Hezekiah said this when a bad news was told to him by Prophet Isaiah. (You can read Isaiah 39 to further understand it)
Whatever bad news or negative things that come in our way we people have tendencies to fret and may even say Halaaaaa (like me)
But Hezekiah exemplified that: A man who has found favour in the sight of God has nothing to fear.
This and all the promises of God strengthen my faith. The world will truly throw a lot of distractions, negative thoughts and feelings at us, yet His word will implant in us the Philippians 4:8 mind: His mind.
Like Hezekiah, “there will be peace and security in my days.” Halaaaaa will be non-existent.
(Consider the modal used: will = 100% assurance because of our Prince of Peace. =])
hahahahaha... halaaaaa... ikaw na English major... :) may modal pa... :) anyway... as always.. I am inspired... yes.. you are right abbie... :) love conquers all fears... God's love that is... :)
ReplyDeletethank you always for reading my blog mami, i love you. yes it is God's love that first and foremost conquers all our fears... you inspire me to write more mami, i hope i can read new entries from you too..
ReplyDeleteI hope so too... :) well, God would allow me to do so next time... :) I think I have so much to write... :) about God's love and mercy... :) to me and through me... :)
ReplyDeleteSa araw ng pagtratrabaho at work loads na naibabato saken, di maiwasang matabunan ang dapat kong isipin, reading this, i was greatly reminded how great my Prince of peace.. thanks @myunspokenthoughts
ReplyDeleteno problem kuya! thanks for dropping by my blog too. May our Prince of Peace bless you more :)
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